February 26, 2012 by Shammy
After all these years, they’ve finally cleaned it up.
There’s only one person in the whole world that knows the significance of this place…
Haven’t been here in over a year.
Everyday since I’ve met you, the need for it decreased.
I thought I was getting better.
I forgot the dreams I used to have every night, I forgot the darkness.
I thought it wasn’t a part of me anymore, but lately I feel
like it is more a part of me than ever I thought it could be.
The dreams that used to haunt me are back.
I’m scared to close my eyes and see the black.
I don’t sleep. I don’t eat. Is it just a matter of time?
I am my own worst enemy.
I know that.
But after all is said and done,
I won’t be back.