You call me with measured time.
The words I saved up all day for you,
I shove them back down my throat.
Its a lie. The smile,
The conversations we could have had floating in my head.
There’s a lump now, in my heart.
It gets bigger each day we spend like this.
I didn’t ask for much,
But, I guess everything has its time.
Where did ours go?
Ten months later, I still feel like a stranger,
In someone else’s shoes,
Walking a path that wasn’t meant for me.
You’re so beautiful.
What was it like before,
When there was romance.
You said I was too passionate,
Have I used it all up then?
I don’t feel it anymore.
I just see the end,
The end of a conversation,
The end of your patience,
Of your love, your commitment.
-Shammy 5/7/12 11:29pm